One drawback to being on stage for most of your life is that
eventually you forget how to act when you're off it. Not that it
matters. In such a life, you're never really offstage. Even walking
from your bedroom to the kitchen you can't lower your guard . . . at
least not if you’re on the set of one of the most anticipated TV
specials of the season—one costarring you.
I’d started my career
at the age of three, forced onto the toddler beauty pageant catwalks
by a mother who’d already decided I needed to earn my keep. I should
have grown up dreaming of the day I’d be off that stage. But when I
stepped into the limelight, every eye was on me and I shone. It
became my refuge and now, forty years later, while there were days
when I really didn’t feel like strapping on four-inch heels and
smiling until my jaw hurt, my heart still beat a little faster as I
walked down that hall.
The buzz of a saw drowned out the clicking of my heels on the
hardwood. I caught a whiff of sawdust and oil, and shuddered to
imagine what alterations the crew was making to the house. From what
I'd heard, the homeowners weren't likely to complain—they
desperately needed the money. The "official" rumor was a failed film
project, but the one I'd heard involved an unplanned baby project
with the nanny. Tabloid stories to be suppressed, a young woman to
be paid off, a wife to placate—it could all get very expensive.
As I passed a young man measuring the hall, I nodded and his jaw
dropped.
"M—Ms. Vegas? Jaime Vegas?"
I swung around, and fixed him with a megawatt smile that I didn’t
need to fake. Shallow of me, I know, but there's no ego boost like
the slack-jawed gape of a man half your age.
"Geez, it is you." He hurried over to shake my hand.
"Could I—? I know it’s unprofessional to ask, but is there any
chance of getting an autograph?"
"Of course. I'm heading to a meeting right now, but you can grab
an autograph from me anytime. Just bring me something to sign. Or if
you prefer a photo . . ."
"A photo would be great."
My smile brightened. "A photo it is, then. I have some in my
room."
"Thanks. Grandpa will love it. He’s such a fan of yours. He has a
thing for redheads, but you’re his favorite. All his buddies in the
nursing home think you're hot."
Just what I needed on the first day of a big job—the reminder
that in Hollywood time, I was already a decade past my best-before
date.
I kept smiling, though. Another minute of conversation, and the
promise of a handful of signed photos for Gramps and the boys, and I
was off again.
As I neared the dining room, I heard a crisp British voice snap,
"Because it's ridiculous, that's why. Mr. Grady is a professional.
He will not be subjected to mockery."
Before I pushed open the door, I pictured the speaker: a stylish
woman, roughly my age, dressed in a suit and oozing efficiency. I
walked in, and there she was—short blond hair, thin lips, small and
wiry, as if extra flesh would be a sign of softness she could ill
afford. Icy green eyes glared from behind her tiny glasses. Personal
assistant model A: the bulldog, designed to raise hell on her
client's behalf, leaving him free to play the gracious, good-natured
star.
Facing her was a younger woman, maybe thirty, dumpy, with a
shoulder-length bob and worried eyes. Director model C: the
overwhelmed first-timer.
The dining room, like most of the house, had been "redecorated"
to accommodate the shoot. The homeowners had cleared out anything
they didn’t want damaged, so the dining set was gone, replaced by a
cheaper one. As for the dead guy hanging from the chandelier, I
suspected he came with the house, and was probably tough to remove
without an exorcism or two.
The hanging man was maybe fifty, average size but with heavy
jowls, as if he’d lost a lot of weight, fast. He swayed from an old
crystal chandelier, superimposed over the modern one. His face was
mottled and swollen, eyes thankfully closed.
I eyed him from the doorway so I wouldn’t be tempted to stare
once I was in the room. After thirty years of seeing ghosts, you
learn all the tricks.
This one, though, wasn’t a ghost, but a residual. What tragedy
had brought him to an end so emotionally powerful that the image was
seared forever in this room? I doused my curiosity. It would do me
no good. When you see scenes like this every day, you can’t afford
to stop and wonder. You just can’t.
Both women turned as I entered. The assistant's gaze slid over
me, lips tightening as if someone had shoved a lemon wedge in her
mouth. I flashed a smile and her lips pursed more. If you can't
still turn the heads of twenty-year-old boys, winning the catty
disapproval of women your own age is a good consolation prize.
I stopped a hairbreadth from the hanged man and tried not to
recoil as his swaying body circled my way.
"I hope I'm not interrupting," I said to the woman with the
worried eyes. "I was sent to speak to the director, Becky Cheung.
Would that be you?"
She smiled and extended a hand. "It is. And you must be Jaime
Vegas. This is Claudia Wilson, Mr. Bradford Grady's assistant."
I shook Cheung's hand. "Should I step outside and let you two
finish?"
"No, no." Desperation touched Becky’s voice. "This concerns you
too. We're discussing a promo shot. Mr. Simon has decided he wants
the three stars to say a line."
Claudia shot a hard look at Becky. "A specific line. Tell her
what it is."
"Um . . . ‘I see dead people.’"
The hanged man’s stockinged foot swung past my arm as I managed a
laugh. "I think I've heard that one before."
Becky's gaze went to mine, searching for some sign that I was
offended. "We—Mr. Simon—thought it would be fun."
"It sounds like a cute gimmick."
"Mr. Grady does not do gimmicks," Claudia said, then strode from
the room.
"Thanks," Becky whispered. "This isn't as easy as I thought.
Everyone's taking it very . . . "
"Seriously? We're trying to raise the ghost of Marilyn Monroe. If
that doesn't scream cheap thrills, what does? I'm in it for the
fun." I grinned. "And the chance to spend a week in a neighborhood
like this."
"Not everyone is so thrilled with that part. I think we're going
to lose Starr Phillips."
"I heard she wasn't happy about the living arrangements."
"I know it's unusual, but the studio is all over us to cut the
budget. Mr. Simon thought this would be the most efficient way to
handle the preshow tapings. Put the three of you up in a rented
house in Brentwood, a block from the Monroe home, where we can do
all the preshow work and media in one swoop." A crew member motioned
from the doorway. "Whoops. Gotta run. Here's your schedule for the
afternoon, just media interviews and—"
My cell phone rang. I could tell who it was by the ring tone, and
I'm sure I broke into a grin more becoming to a four-year-old than a
woman of forty-four. I motioned to Becky that I’d just be a second,
then told the caller I’d phone right back. When I hung up, Becky
gave me a ten-second rundown on my afternoon obligations, and passed
me the schedule. Then I was sprinting for the door as fast as my
platform sandals could take me. Four-inch heels aren’t made for
anything speedier than a runway stroll, but I pushed them to a quick
march, inspiring a look of alarm from two passing workmen.
I told myself Jeremy had a plane to catch, but even if he hadn’t,
I’d still have hurried.
I know I should have more self-respect. More dignity. The way I
see it, though, it's karmic payback. I've always been the one
leading the chase—inspiring the bad love poetry, setting the hoops
ever higher—then waltzing away when I grew bored. Now, I guess some
cosmic force had decided it was time for me to make a fool of
myself.
I’d taken a big chance asking Jeremy to join me for the week. We
were—despite my hopes—just friends. Then, a few weeks ago, we'd been
talking about the show and, having had a few drinks, the segue came
easily. To my shock, he’d said yes. Now he was flying three thousand
miles just to see me. That had to mean something.
The patio opened to a terraced yard stuffed with perennial
borders, gazebos, ornamental trees and statuary. As I trotted along
the flagstone path, winding around one fountain, one pond and two
oversized statues, I wondered whether a trail of bread crumbs would
have been wise.
Finally, far enough from the house to mentally step offstage, I
found a wooden bench. Jeremy answered after the first ring.
"Did I catch you at a bad time?" he asked.
"No, I was just getting my schedule for the day. Mainly
interviews plus some meet-and-greets, culminating, of course, in the
welcome bash tonight—which, lucky man, you'll be just in time for. I
hope you're ready to play party escort."
I stopped for breath. Silence filled the pause, and I winced and
mentally smacked myself. Jeremy at a Hollywood party? He’d rather
face off against a pack of ravenous wolves.
"I'm just kidding," I said. "You’ll be jet-lagged, and I'm sure
you don’t have a tux—"
"I do. And it’s packed. The party isn't a problem, Jaime . . ."
When he let the line trail off, my heart started thumping.
"The babies are sick. It's just a cold, but it’s their first—"
A scream drowned him out—less like the wail of a sick baby than
the roar of a wounded lion. I recognized Katherine, one of his
foster son Clayton’s fourteen-month-old twins.
"Jesus, poor Kate," I said. "She sounds miserable."
Jeremy chuckled. "She's not that ill, actually. It's Logan who's
bearing the brunt of it. Of course, he's not complaining, but he’s
quite willing to let her express outrage on his behalf."
"How’s Clay taking it? Or dare I ask."
"Let’s just say he's not making it any easier. We don’t usually
contract colds, so he’s worried. I’m sure it’s no cause for alarm
but . . ."
He let the sentence trail off. I understood his concern. A
werewolf’s increased immunity meant sickness was rare, so even a
cold would be worrying. If the situation worsened, Clay and Elena
couldn’t just bundle the little ones off to the emergency ward, or
the doctors might discover they carried something far more alarming
than a cold virus. Jeremy wasn’t a doctor, but he was the Pack’s
medical expert and they’d need him there. Even more important, he’d
want to be there.
"Stay," I said. "We can do this another time."
"No, I am coming, Jaime. I'll be there soon as I can, hopefully
tomorrow."
My heart gave a little flip. "Good. Then look after those babies,
tell everyone I said hi and I'll get an update in the morning."
When I signed off, I closed my eyes, listened to the birds chirp
and rustle in the hedges, and let the wisps of disappointment float
away. To my surprise, they were only wisps. If Jeremy had
made any other choice, he wouldn't be the man I'd raced at breakneck
speed to talk to. Family—and family responsibilities—came first, and
that was fine by me, even when I knew his priorities wouldn’t
change, whatever form our relationship might take.
The birds had gone silent, their song replaced by the soft
whisper of the wind and the tinkle of distant chimes. I looked
around as I rose.
"Hello?" I said.
Someone touched my arm. I wheeled, but no one was there. I rubbed
the spot. Probably a butterfly brushing past. It wouldn’t be a
ghost—with them I only got sight and sound, no touch.
I checked the schedule Becky had given me. Three interviews plus—
Fingers clasped my free hand. Resisting the urge to yank away, I
looked down. Nothing. Yet I could feel the unmistakable sensation of
a hand holding mine.
My gut went cold. This was how it had started with Nan. A
lifetime of seeing what shouldn't be there and eventually she
started imagining what she knew couldn't be there. That's
what happens to necromancers, and that’s what I am, same as my Nan.
Like most supernatural powers, necromancy runs in the blood. It
often skips a generation or two, but in our family no one is spared.
We see and hear the dead, and they are relentless in their quest to
be heard. I may have learned a way to profit from my powers, but if
I could be free of the ghosts, I’d give it up in a heartbeat and
muddle through like every other con artist in the business. Better
that than this long, cursed road that ends in madness.
The fingers slid from my hand. I squeezed my eyes shut.
Once before I’d had a ghost who’d been able to touch me. Didn’t
hold my hand, though. She’d sunk her fangs into my neck and nearly
killed me, all because she couldn’t make contact the normal way.
Typical vampire—thinks the world exists to serve them.
But the chance that I’d encounter another dead vamp was remote.
Extremely rare to begin with, they’re so uncommon in the afterlife
that I’d found only unconfirmed ancient tales of necromancers
contacting one. If a vampire is already dead when it walks this
world, where does one go when it passes into the next?
Somehow Natasha had clawed her way back and made contact with me,
physical contact, as this ghost had now done. I rubbed the
spot on my neck and cast a nervous glance around.
I let my mind shift to the semitrance state that would let me see
ghosts too weak or inexperienced to pass over. Around me, everything
seemed to go still, the wind chimes faint and distant, the gardens
blurring.
"Hello?" I said. "Is anyone here?"
I kept turning and calling out, but no one answered. A sharp
shake of my head and I was back to Earth.
"Ms. Vegas?"
I spun as a security guard peeked around a hedge.
"Didn't mean to startle you. Were you calling for someone?"
"Actually, yes," I said with a rueful smile. "I’m hopelessly
lost."
He laughed. "This place is a maze, isn’t it? Come on then, and
I’ll walk you back."