"Antonio." Dominic walked to the table and plunked down a bottle of
cheap champagne. "I’ve decided to name him Antonio."
Malcolm
sipped his beer as a chorus of "good choice" rose up from the
others. Wally and Raymond Santos glanced Malcolm’s way, as if
seeking permission to congratulate Dominic, but Malcolm just kept
drinking, and let them make up their own minds. After a moment,
Wally joined in with a raised glass to the new father, while
sixteen-year-old Raymond busied himself cleaning out a thumbnail.
Dominic paused behind the head chair. Billy Koenig scrambled out
of it, making a quick joke about keeping it warm for him. Dominic
thudded into the chair and dropped his burly arms onto the table so
hard Malcolm’s beer sloshed. Typical Dominic—always throwing his
weight around, letting no one forget that he was Pack Alpha heir
apparent.
"A drink for Antonio," Dominic thundered, his voice
reverberating through the dingy bar. He turned to the owner, across
the room, counting bottles. "Vinnie! Glasses!"
Waiting tables certainly wasn’t Vincent’s job, but he hopped to
it. As Vincent approached, Malcolm held up his empty mug. Vincent
paused, but only for a second, then took Malcolm’s glass. Dominic
allowed himself only a split-second scowl, but it was enough for
Malcolm. It was easy to establish dominance when you were bigger
than everyone else. Doing it without that advantage was the real
accomplishment.
Once the glasses were filled and distributed, Dominic lifted
his. "To fatherhood."
Everyone clinked glasses, even Malcolm. He knew how far he could
push the future Alpha, straddling the border of insolence, but
never dropping over into insult.
"Now, how about a wager?" Dominic boomed. "Take bets on who’ll
be the new father sitting here next. I’ll pick Malcolm." A quick
grin. "God knows, he’s been trying hard enough."
Malcolm gritted his teeth as the others laughed and called out
good-natured jabs. It was his own damned fault. Malcolm had meant
to keep his hopes secret until he could show off the goods, but two
years ago, sitting around this very table listening to Dominic brag
about his boys, he’d announced a pending arrival of his own . . .
only to discover six months later, when the child was born, that it
wasn’t his. Since then, everyone had known he’d been trying, and
hadn’t even sired a daughter. That was his father’s
fault—the one blood blight Malcolm couldn’t overcome through sheer
strength of will.
As they drank the champagne, the cleaning girl stopped by to
wipe off their table. She murmured something that was probably
meant to be "excuse me," but her thick accent and whispered voice
rendered the words unintelligible.
The girl didn’t speak more than a dozen words of English.
Malcolm figured the only reason Vincent had hired her was because
he could pay her half what he’d pay anyone else, her being a Jap
and all. Still, it had to be bad for business. How many ex-GI’s
came in here, saw a Jap, turned around and left? Malcolm wasn’t
sure whether the girl really was Japanese, but it didn’t
matter—people saw slant-eyes and they saw Pearl Harbor, and five
years wasn’t enough to make anyone forget.
The girl paused at Malcolm’s side, and lowered her head. Wally
grinned and kicked him under the chair. Malcolm leaned back to let
the girl wipe his place. Unlike the quick swipe she’d given the
others, she made sure to get every spot, including a few that’d
probably been there for weeks.
When the girl finished, she scurried off and intercepted Vincent
as he headed over with Malcolm’s fresh beer. She took the tray and
returned to the table. First, she wiped a spot for the mug, then
she wiped off the mug itself and finally laid it before him like a
ceremonial chalice. As Malcolm grunted his thanks, snickers raced
up and down the table.
The girl pointed to the half-filled tray of peanuts nearest him.
"Sure," he said. "Fill it up."
When she scampered off with the bowl, Wally hooted. "That girl
has it bad, Mal. Gets worse every time we come here."
Malcolm only gulped his beer.
"Hey, come on, Mal. Think about it. She waits on you like that
in public, imagine what she’d do for you in private."
Another chorus of snickers.
"Not my type," Malcolm muttered.
Dominic leaned forward. "Because she’s a Jap? Nothing wrong with
that. From what I hear, they’re damned eager to please, if you know
what I mean."
Billy nodded. "Buddy of mine at work has a Jap girlfriend, on
the side of course, and you wouldn’t believe the stories he tells.
Ever heard of geishas? All Jap girls learn some of that shit, and
they’ll do anything to make a guy happy. Nothing’s too kinky—"
Dominic cut him short as the girl approached.
"What?" Billy hissed. "She doesn’t understand English anyway."
"Doesn’t matter," Dominic murmured.
When she was gone, they started up again, regaling Malcolm with
tales of Asian women.
"And," Dominic said as they finished. "Unless my nose is wrong,
there might be a bonus."
"Just what I need," Malcolm said. "A slant-eyed brat."
Dominic shook his head. "It’s only the mother, Mal. Doesn’t
count. Look at Ross Werner. His momma was black and you can hardly
tell. With us, it’s the male blood that counts. Women . . ." He
shrugged. "Just the vehicle. At most you might get a kid with dark
hair and dark eyes, but yours are dark enough anyway. Wouldn’t
matter. And . . ." He leaned closer. "You never know. A little
foreign matter in the mix might be just what your boys need to get
the job done."
Malcolm gritted his teeth. Dominic always sounded so sincere,
like a big brother who really wanted to help, but Malcolm knew he’d
like nothing better than to see Malcolm humiliate himself by
presenting a half-breed baby to the Pack.
As the night wore on, though, and Malcolm drank more beer, he
couldn’t stop thinking about what Dominic had said. Maybe mixing up
the bloodline would help. He’d never tried that. And Ross’s
case did suggest the foreign blood wouldn’t show, which is all that
mattered.
The girl was in the fertile stage of her cycle, and she
obviously wanted him. An easy conquest. Plus, if Asian women were
as submissive as the others said . . . Malcolm smiled. Submissive
was good. Especially if it came from a girl who was in no position
to complain if things got out of hand.
By the time the group settled the bill, Malcolm had made up his
mind. He sent the others on without him, then cornered the girl as
she came out of the back storage room. She started, seeing him
there, then dropped her gaze and made no move to get past him.
"Been a long night," he said. "Bet you could use a drink."
When she didn’t answer, he pantomimed drinking, then pointed
from her to himself. "Drink. You. Me."
"I—I work," she said. "Done soon."
"No, babe, you’re done now. Let me handle Vinnie."
He reached for her apron and snapped it off. She gave a shy
little smile, then nodded.
"Get drink," she said. "For you."
She took his hand. Hers was tiny, almost birdlike. He wondered
how hard he’d need to squeeze to hear those thin bones snap like
twigs. Not very hard, he’d wager.
He turned to let her lead him into the bar, but she stopped at a
locked door a few feet down, and took out a key.
"Room," she said, gaze still lowered. "My room. Yes?"
He smiled down at the girl. "Sure, babe. Whatever you want."
Malcolm sat on a chair in a tiny room, empty except for the
chair and a sleeping mat. A few candles cast the only light—a
wavering, sickly light that lined the room with shadows. When the
girl went into the adjoining room to get his drink, he’d flicked
the light switch, but nothing had happened.
That cheap bastard Vincent probably cut off the hydro when he
let the girl take the room. Maybe, if the girl was as good as the
others claimed she’d be, he’d see about "persuading" Vincent to
spring for lights and heat up here. Wouldn’t be any inconvenience
to him, and the girl sure would be grateful—she'd leave the welcome mat
out for any time he felt like coming back.
The girl slipped from the back room. She’d changed out of her
work clothes and into a white cotton robe with an embroidered belt.
Her bare feet seemed to glide across the floor. Tiny feet, like the
rest of her, slender and hesitant, as graceful and defenseless as a
doe. Pretty as one, too. Now that he’d looked past his prejudice,
he had to admit she was damned pretty, especially in that white
robe, holding a tray like the offering of some virgin priestess.
When she bowed before him, the liquid in the glass didn’t so much
as ripple. He peered at it. The drink was amber, like beer, but
clear and . . . steaming.
"Tea?" he said, lip curling. "I don’t drink—"
"No, no tea," she said quickly. "Special drink. For you. Make—"
A meaningful look at the sleeping pad. "Make good."
"Make me good?" He started to rise. "You don’t need any
damned drink to make me good, babe—"
"No, no. Please." She backed away, gaze downcast. "Not you.
You good. Yes. Drink make me good. For you. Make you . . ." She
seemed to struggle for the word. "Feel better. Make it feel better.
For you."
She babbled on some more, waving at the mat, but he got the gist
of it. The drink was supposed to make the sex better. He’d heard of
things like that, and as the others had said, these girls were
supposed to know all there was to know about pleasing a man. This
must have been one of their tricks.
Malcolm took the drink and sniffed it. Just herbs. His werewolf
nose didn’t detect any taint of anything noxious. He took a sip.
Fire burned down his throat, like hundred proof whiskey.
He closed his eyes and shook himself. The heat spread to his
groin and he smiled. Not like he needed the help, but sure, why
not. He took a bigger sip.
"Yes?" the girl said.
He looked up to see that she’d unfastened her belt. He could see
a swath of pale skin running from her throat, down between her
small breasts, over her flat stomach, to the dark thatch below. His
cock jumped and he raised the glass in salute. Another sip, and she
let the robe fall off one shoulder. A third sip, and she dipped the
other shoulder, and the robe slid down her body to pool at her
feet. For a moment, she stood before him, naked and pale in the
wavering candlelight. Then, without a word, she knelt and reached
for his zipper.
Malcolm rolled over. A moment’s sleep-fog of thinking "Why am I
lying on the floor?" then he remembered and smiled. Whatever Jap
hoodoo that girl had put into his drink, it was something else. He
closed his eyes and sighed, the tip of his tongue sliding between
his teeth as he stretched. Shit, he almost hurt, and it had
nothing to do with sleeping on the floor.
After all those things he’d been thinking in the bar, about what
he could do to a little slip of a girl like this, he hadn’t even
tried. Couldn’t be bothered. He’d just laid back and let her work
her magic. He’d roused himself for a bit of energetic thrusting,
but that’d been the extent of his participation. She’d done all the
work.
And work she had. Gave him three damned fine rides . . . maybe
even four, but he’d been getting hazy near the end. Three times was
bragging rights enough. Twice was a given—he could always go twice,
and always did, whether his partner felt up to it or not. The only
times he’d managed a third, though, were after a few hours rest.
Three—maybe four—bouts in a row . . . He rolled onto his back and
grinned.
Whatever was in that drink was some powerful stuff . . . and so
was the girl. Masterful, but never dominant, always letting him
know he was in charge. After the second time—or was it the
third?—he’d thought he was down, but she’d managed a revival,
rubbing, licking, cajoling . . . begging. He felt a fresh surge and
leaned back, savoring the memory until he was hard again. Then he
rolled over for another go . . . and found himself alone.
Malcolm grunted and lifted his head. The simple movement felt
like tumbling headfirst out of a tree. He grabbed the sides of the
bed and steadied himself. When the world stopped whirling, he
opened his eyes and peered around the dark room. Where was that
girl? Helluva time to take a piss.
A voice wafted in from the adjacent room. A singsong voice. He
chuckled. Singing while she sat on the john—guess she was still
feeling pretty good, too. Maybe she was cleaning up for the next
round. Another chuckle. Better give her some time—there’d be a lot
to clean up. As he lay down, a second voice joined the first. He
blinked. What the hell . . .? A radio or record player, had to be.
But if there was no hydro up here . . .
Malcolm pushed himself up again, so fast this time that he
almost blacked out. He wobbled to his feet and had to rest a moment
to get his bearings. His first step nearly sent his legs sprawling
out from under him like a newborn fawn’s. He’d been hung over worse
than this, though. Mind over matter, as with everything else in
life. If you have the guts and the will, you can do anything.
He closed his eyes and ordered his muscles to obey. When he took
another step, they started to listen. Still, it was slow going. His
head pounded, and every fiber of his body urged him to lie back
down and sleep it off.
Finally, he made it to the wall, then inched around to the door,
inching not out of caution, but necessity. When he reached the
doorway into the adjoining room, he peered around the corner. The
first thing he saw was the wallpaper. Strange white wallpaper with
black geometric shapes. He blinked. No, not wallpaper, someone had
drawn on the walls, drawn . . . symbols.
A smell wafted out. Something burning, giving off a sweetish
odor so faint even his nose could barely detect it. The voices
started up again. Singing, but with no tune. Chanting.
There, across the room, was the girl, sitting on a high stool,
naked. But she looked . . . different. There were circles drawn
around her breasts and stomach, but that wasn’t what gave him a
start. It was the way she sat, chin high, gaze steady, her poise
exuding confidence, no sign of the shy girl he’d just bedded.
The girl’s lips were still. She wasn’t the one chanting. It was
the two women in front of her, their backs to him, one
white-haired, one dark. The white-haired one had her head bowed.
The other swung a pendulum in front of the girl’s stomach. The girl
said something and the dark-haired woman snapped at her. The
white-haired woman murmured a few words and the girl sighed, then
said something that made both women laugh. The old woman patted the
girl’s bare knee and they started chanting again.
As Malcolm watched, his legs began to tremble, begging him to go
lie back down. When he resisted, all went hazy, and he seemed to
float there, the chanting filling his head, lifting him up, symbols
swirling around him . . .
A soft growl and he shook the sensation off. Goddamn that drink.
First a killer hangover, now hallucinations. That’s what this was—a
dream or hallucination, caused by the drink. Had to be. His mind
set, he stumbled back to the mat and crashed into sleep.
When he woke up the next morning, the girl was gone. He wandered
down to the bar, but no one was there. He pushed back a stab of
annoyance. Normally he was the one to vanish before
breakfast. He told himself the girl hadn’t taken off for good, just
gone to get him something to eat, but he didn’t stick around long
enough to find out whether he was right.
That night, he returned to the bar alone, but the girl wasn’t
there. According to Vincent, she was scheduled to work, but hadn’t
shown up. Malcolm went upstairs to the girl’s room, which was still
unlocked. He found it exactly as he left it: a small room with a
mat, a chair and candles, now blackened stubs.
He glanced at the adjoining room, then hesitated before striding
over and walking through the doorway. Inside was . . . nothing.
Just another room, even emptier than the first. No sign of what
he’d thought he’d seen the night before. No smell in the air, no
symbols on the walls, not even the stool. Just as he’d figured—it’d
been a dream, induced by whatever the girl had put in his drink.
One thing was for sure, though, the girl had cleared out, likely
for good. And she might have taken something of his with her. The
chance was slight, he knew, but they’d certainly been busy enough
to start a baby and he sure as hell wasn’t letting it go at that.
Pack Law said that if he bedded a woman during her fertile period,
he had to keep track of her. If there was a child, and it was a
son, then it was a werewolf, and therefore had to come back to him.
That was the Law. So whatever "pressure" he had to apply on Vincent
to tell him where to find the girl . . . well, he was just obeying
Pack Law.
By the time he finished with Vincent, he was certain that, when
the man said he didn’t know where the Jap girl had gone, he was
telling the truth. He did, however, have an emergency contact for
her, from when she first took that job.
Malcolm took the address—supposedly the girl’s grandmother’s—and
arrived there just in time to find an old Jap lady in the process
of moving. He tracked the woman to her new apartment, and saw the
girl there. They’d moved only a few miles away, to a larger
apartment. Obviously the girl had found a better job and invited
granny to move in. That explained why she’d been so eager to get
him into her bed, having known it would be her last night at the
bar, and her last chance with him.
Malcolm made a note of the new address, and returned to the
Sorrentinos’s estate outside New York City. At the end of the
weekend, he went home to his own family estate near Syracuse. The
next month, when he visited his Pack brothers in NYC, he stopped by
the girl’s apartment. He saw her, but made no effort at contact.
Finding out he’d tracked her there might give the girl a romantic
thrill . . . or it might spook her.
As good as that night had been, he wasn’t interested in a repeat
if it threatened his chance at fatherhood. If she wasn’t
pregnant, then maybe he’d show up, see what happened. Maybe he was
being overly optimistic, but when he saw her, something seemed . .
. different. Dominic always said he could smell it when he’d
knocked up a girl, even before she started to show. Malcolm had
always figured Dominic was full of shit, but now he wondered.
Something seemed different. He’d just have to be patient, wait and
see.
He stopped in again after the second and third month, not
because he expected to see anything, but just to make sure she
hadn’t shipped out. He was compiling a list of details in case she
did—where she worked, where they shopped, places and people he
could shake down for information if she moved again. But she
didn’t, and when he came by after the third month, he noticed she
was wearing baggier clothing. Still too soon to hope—she might have
only put on some weight—but hope he did. On his fourth visit, he
was more convinced. By the fifth, he was certain. He was going to
be a father.
When the eighth month came, he found excuses to stay at the
Sorrentino estate, and went by the girl’s apartment almost daily.
There was no need for him to be there when the baby came—most Pack
werewolves waited a month or so after the arrival before claiming
their sons. But Malcolm couldn’t be so nonchalant, not when so much
could still go wrong. There could be complications with the birth.
Or it might be a girl. Or it might not be his again. So he hovered
close and waited, and in the middle of the third week, his
vigilance paid off. He was there when it all began, when his child
entered the world.
Weeks ago he’d found a route up the fire escape and to a window
that never quite closed. Normally, he just crouched on the fire
escape, hidden in the darkness of night, where he could watch and
listen. When he heard that first scream of hard labor, though, he
wrenched open the window and squeezed through into the
grandmother’s bedroom.
The scream, and the voices that answered with soothing
reassurances, came from down the hall. He slipped to the doorway
and looked out. Risky, but if he was right, and the baby was on the
way, intruders would be the last thing on everyone’s mind.
From the bedroom doorway, he could see into the living room, and
the first thing he saw were the symbols covering the walls—the same
black symbols from his "dream." He inhaled sharply. So that hadn’t
been a dream—big deal. They were Japs. Who knew what religion they
followed, what gods they worshipped? Painting stuff on the walls
and on their bodies, chanting and waving pendulums around, it was
all no stranger than a Catholic Mass. No reason for his heart to be
thudding like a cornered stag’s.
Another scream. Then a voice, and another, the same two voices
from his dream, launching into the same chanting singsong. He moved
into the hall, then crept forward until he could see the living
room. There was the girl, naked again, her torso covered with lines
and circles. She wasn’t lying on a bed, but crouched over a mat, as
if she was trying to take a crap, not deliver a child. The old
woman—the grandmother—held the girl, giving her balance, while the
black-haired woman lit a fire in a small dish. When whatever was in
the dish began to smoke, she lifted it to the girl’s nose.
The girl filled her lungs with the smoke, then went still. Her
face relaxed. Then she lifted her face to the ceiling, raised her
hands and began to chant. Even when a contraction rocked her thin
frame, her expression didn’t change—the words only came louder,
harsher, more determined.
Another contraction and she punched her fists into the air, her
chant a near-howl. The lights flickered. Malcolm shook his head
sharply, certain he’d seen wrong, but then the lights flashed
again, and again, dimming with each blink. The flames on the
candles shifted, angling toward the girl as if she was sucking the
energy from them. Malcolm’s gut went cold and he knew then, as he’d
known deep down from the start, that these women were another
supernatural race, a race of magic-makers.
There were other . . . things out there. Most werewolves
admitted this, if only to themselves. They’d heard too many stories
to cling to the Pack’s claim that werewolves were the only
otherworldly creatures. The werewolves kept to themselves, and
feigned ignorance of other supernatural races, but they knew. They
knew.
An excited chirp from the old woman knocked Malcolm from his
thoughts. Between the girl’s legs, deep in her dark thatch, another
dark thatch had appeared. The top of a baby’s head. His
baby’s head. The girl slammed her hands down, her chant now a
snarl, face tight and shiny with sweat. But she didn’t cry out.
Malcolm held his breath as he waited for the first wail.
Dominic, who always managed to witness the birth of his children,
claimed that you could foretell a child’s strength by his first
cry. The loudest of his three had been Antonio, who’d already
beaten his brothers’ babyhood milestones, lifting his head sooner,
sitting up sooner, crawling sooner, and now, at not yet a year,
walking, thereby proving his father’s theory. So Malcolm braced for
his child’s first scream, and prayed it would surpass anything
Dominic had heard from his.
After one final heave, the baby fell into the waiting hands of
the attendant. And it made not a peep.
The child was dead. After all these months, all this hoping . .
.
And yet, he couldn’t help feeling almost relieved. Having a
half-Jap baby was one thing, but this was an interracial mixing he
wanted no part of. His gut told him it was better this way, and
Malcolm always trusted his gut, so he stepped back—
The baby kicked and made a noise. Not a scream of outrage at
being yanked from the warm, dark womb, but only a little gurgle,
almost a coo, as if to say "here I am" as quietly and politely as
possible. The woman holding him laughed and said something to the
baby’s mother, who’d laid back on the mat to rest, unperturbed by
her child’s silence.
As Malcolm tensed, his gaze traveled down the child’s
blood-streaked torso. Then he let out a whoosh of breath. It was a
girl. Good, he could leave and forget all—
The attendant lifted the child to show the mother. A tiny penis
and scrotum fell from between its legs . . . and Malcolm’s gut fell
with it. There was still one last hope. Maybe the child wasn’t his.
As the woman wrapped the baby in a symbol-covered blanket, Malcolm
closed his eyes and inhaled, and his stomach dropped to his shoes.
His child. His son. And a werewolf.
The Law was clear. Father a son and you must claim him for the
Pack. They couldn’t allow a werewolf to grow up not knowing what he
was. And yet that didn’t apply here, did it? These magic-makers
would know what the boy was when he came of age. They would take
care of him, and there would be no risk of exposure to the Pack. He
could leave, and never think on this again.
So that’s what he did.
When Malcolm returned to the Sorrentino estate, he went straight
to Emilio, and asked whether there were any "tasks" the Alpha
needed done. It wasn’t a surprising request. Malcolm was always
ready to serve the Pack, if it meant boosting his reputation. This
time, though, he had an ulterior motive—to wipe from his brain all
thoughts of that strange, quiet child and those magic-makers.
Emilio gave him a job—hunting down and terminating a troublesome
mutt—and Malcolm was out the door before the Alpha could say
goodbye.
Two weeks later, the mutt dead, Malcolm went home to Stonehaven.
He barely got through the door before he heard the familiar
thump-scrape of his father’s footsteps. Malcolm tensed and ran
through his mental list of infractions, things he’d done that
grazed the boundaries of Pack Law. If his father was so quick to
welcome him home, he wondered which of these "infractions" he’d
found out about this time.
Edward Danvers rounded the corner, his bad leg dragging behind.
In public he used a cane, but in the house, he never bothered. He
stopped at the end of the hall and straightened. He always stood
straight in Malcolm's presence, those couple extra inches of height
being the only physical advantage he had on his son.
Edward looked around the vestibule, his frown growing. Then a
flash of sadness behind his dark eyes.
"It was a girl, then, was it?"
Malcolm froze. He’d told no one about the baby, certainly not
his father. He opened his mouth to protest, but Edward cut him off,
"I know you well enough to know when you’re up to something,
Malcolm, and when you’re excited about something. The obvious
reason you’d be that excited and take off to New York for
over a month would be to watch for the birth of a child. So, it was
a girl, then?"
Malcolm considered saying yes, but knew even this lie was risky.
A werewolf was supposed to take no interest in his daughters,
logical because they were not werewolves and therefore could stay
with their mothers. But his father was rarely logical, and more
than once Malcolm had suspected that when a lump sum went missing
from the bank account, the money—part of his inheritance—was
going to Edward’s only other child, a daughter a few years younger
than Malcolm. If Edward thought he had a granddaughter, it would be
just like him to go looking for the girl, to make sure she and her
mother were well cared for.
"Died," Malcolm said as he pulled off his other shoe. "In
childbirth."
"Did he?"
Malcolm nodded.
Edward limped closer. "So it was a he? A son?"
Malcolm hesitated, then nodded and tossed his shoes onto the
mat.
"Your first-born son dies, and you aren’t the least bit upset.
How . . . odd."
Malcolm shrugged.
"Was it the Japanese girl Dominic mentioned? The timing would
certainly be right. Let me guess, Malcolm. The babe didn’t die. He
just looked a little more . . . foreign than you’d like."
With another shrug, Malcolm turned away to hang his coat on the
rack.
His father’s voice hardened. "If you had a problem with a
half-Japanese child, then you shouldn’t have bedded the girl in the
first place."
Malcolm grabbed his suitcase and tried to brush past his father,
but Edward stepped into his path. One good shove, and the old man
would topple. Hell, a really good shove, into the wall, and
he’d topple and stay down forever. As much as Malcolm longed to do
it, longed to do it almost every day, he couldn’t. Edward had made
sure of that the moment his son became strong enough to best
him—rewriting his will so the estate would be held in trust by the
Sorrentinos, meaning someday Malcolm would have had to go crawling
to Dominic for money. And that would be a fate worse than putting
up with Edward.
"He’s your child, Malcolm. Your son."
Edward’s voice had softened. Malcolm’s fists clenched. He hated
that voice worse than the angry one, hated the reminder that
whatever he did, his father still saw him as his son, needing only
attention, firmness and love to "redeem" him.
Edward continued, "There is nothing wrong with a mixed-race
child."
Not this mixed race, Malcolm thought, but he said nothing, just
let his father continue,
"I don’t care if the babe is purple, Malcolm. He’s your son, and
my grandson, and probably the only one we’ll ever see."
"There’ll be more."
Edward shook his head. "I only had two children, and you’ve
shown no signs of faring any better, and certainly not for lack of
trying. It’s in our blood."
Malcolm met his father’s gaze. "In your blood. Granddad
had three sons and a whole passel of daughters. So the problem,
father, is clearly yours. Not that it surprises me."
He saw the barb strike home and smiled. If the bloodline was
weak, it was clearly Edward’s fault. He was weak. Not just weak,
but a coward. As a Danvers, Edward had been expected to fight for
Alphahood but when the opportunity arose, he’d somehow managed to
cripple his leg. No one was quite sure how it had happened—the
story changed with the teller—but whatever the cause, the injury
permanently took him out of the line of succession. As a mediocre
fighter, Edward had stood no chance of winning a fight for
Alphahood, so he’d intentionally taken himself out of the race. And
everyone in the Pack knew it.
Malcolm had spend his life wiggling out from under the shadow of
his father’s cowardice. After Dominic, he was now the best fighter
in the Pack. Among the mutts, Malcolm’s reputation for ruthlessness
surpassed that of every other Pack werewolf. No one could call him
his father’s son . . . except in this one thing, his inability to
carry on the line.
"Perhaps you don’t want the child, Malcolm, but I do. Give me my
grandson and I’ll never trouble you with a moment of his care."
Malcolm hesitated, but knew his father would never give in so
easily. As weak as Edward was, he could be relentless when it came
to something he wanted, pursuing it as single-mindedly as Malcolm
had pursued his reputation. Tell him no, and he’d go out and find
the boy.
Malcolm couldn’t allow that to happen. The thought of claiming
that strange baby as his own made his skin creep, and made his gut
roil with something almost like fear. No, not fear. Contempt.
Contempt for those women and their petty magics and that peculiar
child. He knew then what had to be done, and that he should have
done it when he’d first laid eyes on the boy. There was only one
way to eliminate the problem—by eliminating the problem.
Malcolm shrugged. "You want him, fine. I’ll go get him, Just
don’t bother me with the brat."
His father smiled. "I won’t."
Malcolm’s father insisted on accompanying him to New York. That
he hadn’t foreseen, but it turned out to be a minor bump, not the
road block it could have been. Edward was quite content to stay at
the hotel and wait for Malcolm to deliver his grandson. He never
suggested helping Malcolm take the child. Didn’t have the stomach
for it, Malcolm figured.
He often wondered how his father got him away from his mother.
Pack Law was clear on that—a son had to be taken and all contact
with the mother severed. Ideally, you’d convince the unwed mother
that this was for the best—take the boy, and leave her free to
marry without the burden of an illegitimate child. If that didn’t
work, kidnapping was the next option. The missing child of an unwed
mother was a low priority for police. If she caused trouble, though
. . . well, there was a final solution, though Malcolm had never
known a Pack werewolf to resort to it. He didn’t know why—it seemed
the easiest route to go, and safe enough if you were careful. He
knew all about being careful—had enough practice at it.
When he reached the apartment, only the grandmother was there.
It was growing dark—night was always the best time for this sort of
thing. He could have waited outside the building, taking care of
the girl and the child without ever setting foot in that apartment,
and leave the old woman alone, but that would be the soft way, the
coward’s way, his father’s way. Strength meant doing what needed to
be done—all of it, no half measures or short cuts that could come
back to haunt you.
He went in the window again, and saw that he’d come not a day
too soon. The room was piled with boxes—moving boxes. He could hear
the old woman in the kitchen, where he’d spied her through the
other window. It would be easy to slink down the hall, slip up
behind her, and snap her neck. So easy . . .
He strode to the kitchen door, and shoved it open so hard it
banged against the counter. The old woman spun around. Seeing him,
her eyes went wide. He expected her to lunge for a knife, but she
only stood there, wide-eyed.
"Where’s my son?"
As he spoke, he advanced on the old woman, backing her into the
corner. She went willingly, as if it never occurred to her to do
otherwise, to fight back.
"Where’s my son?’ he said, slower, enunciating the words.
"He—he is not here, "" she said, her voice heavily accented, but
her English good. "We didn’t think—"
"That I’d be back? That I’d want him?’
She swallowed. " I know this—this is your way. To take the sons.
But this one—you do not want this one. He will be different. Better
for us to take him." She managed a strained smile. "You will have
more sons. Many more sons. Big strong boys like yourself." The
smile grew and she tapped her temple. "This, I see."
He hesitated. "See?"
Her face relaxed and she nodded vigorously. "Yes, yes. I know
this. I know many things." Her eyes grew crafty. "You have not
heard of our race, have you?"
"But you’ve heard of mine."
"Who has not heard of the mighty werewolves? That is why we came
here. No accident, this. We chose you. We are a rare race, a dying
race. We needed a . . . " Her eyes rolled as if searching for a
word. "An infusion. Stronger blood to mix with ours, and what is
stronger than the werewolves? We chose your race, and then we chose
you from your race, to strengthen our blood." Her gaze met his. "We
honored you in this."
"You did, did you? Well, maybe it’s not an honor I asked for, a
freak of a son, a half-breed—"
"And no concern of yours." Her voice took on a tone at once
soothing and authoritative. "This child need not be any concern of
yours. We will take him."
She waved at the boxes on the counter. "We’re already preparing
to leave. We will go and never trouble you again, and you will have
more sons and grow to take your rightful place as Alpha,
unencumbered by this child.’
Caught in her gaze, he felt the urge to give in. Why not let her
to take the child? It would be easy. So easy . . .
He reached out and snapped her neck.
He’d barely finished stuffing the old woman under the sink when
a sound came from the front hall. A panic-choked shout. The girl
and the child. She called again, in English this time.
"Grandmama!"
A whimper cut through the silence. The child. Not screaming or
wailing, just giving one soft whimper. Malcolm heard a torrent of
foreign words as the girl tried to calm the child, then a bustle as
she laid him down.
The girl shouted again. Light steps ran up the hall, racing for
the old woman’s bedroom first.
Malcolm slipped from the kitchen and headed for the living room.
There was the child, in his bassinet by the sofa. His dark eyes
were as wide and worried as the old woman’s had been, and he
writhed in his tightly wrapped blanket.
Malcolm stepped toward the child. The patter of light running
footsteps sounded behind him. Then a shriek.
Malcolm turned. The girl stood in the doorway.
"Get away from my son," she said, her English perfect and
unaccented.
"Your son? Oh, I beg to differ on that."
She stepped toward him. "Where is my grandmother?"
Malcolm only smiled. Her jaw worked and she spat an epithet he
didn’t understand.
"Get out," she said. "We’ve done you no harm."
"No harm? You hid my son—"
"My son. Your only part in his making is long over, and
you were well compensated for that." Her lips twisted. "Not exactly
a hardship for you."
"Nor for you, as I recall."
"You think I enjoyed—" She spat another foreign word, and pulled
herself up straight. She barely reached his chest, but acted as if
she stood on eye-level with him. "You weren’t even my choice. You
were theirs. I wanted the big man, the one who’d proven he could
sire sons."
Malcolm swung at her, but she seemed to expect this, and nimbly
dove to the side and raced for the child. He wheeled and
shoulder-slammed her out of the way, but she kept coming, clawing,
kicking, fighting to get to the child, stopping only when he
reached into the bassinet and grabbed up the tiny body.
She went still. "Give me my son."
She held herself rigid, every muscle locked tight as if to keep
from flying at him. Her eyes blazed and her lips were parted, teeth
bared in a frozen snarl. She looked . . . magnificent, pulsing with
fury and hate. A worthy mother for his son.
Malcolm ripped his gaze from hers. It was a trick, some magic,
just like her grandmother had used on him, trying to bend him to
her will, to break his will.
He looked down at the child in his arms. The boy gazed back at
him, bright-eyed and calm. Malcolm’s hand moved to the child’s
throat.
"Stop! He’s your son!"
"I’ll have more. Your grandmother said so."
"My grandmother—?"
"She foresaw it."
"Foresaw—?" The girl let out a bark of a laugh. "Is that what
she told you? We have our gifts, but that is not one of them. No
one can foresee the future, and that child you hold may well be the
only one you’ll ever see."
"Maybe I’m willing to take that chance."
He put his hand around the baby’s throat. The girl flew at him.
One good shove, and she hit the wall hard enough that she should
have gone down and stayed down. But she didn’t. She pushed herself
up and, blood dribbling from her mouth, came at him again. Her
nails ripped furrows down his bare forearm. So he dropped the
child. Just dropped him.
The girl screamed and dove for the baby. He kicked her, kicked
her with all he had, square in the gut, and she sailed backward
into the wall, arms still outstretched toward the child. When she
hit the floor this time, she lay there only a moment, then started
dragging herself toward her son, her nails scraping the floor.
Malcolm reached down to scoop up the baby up.
The front door swung open.
"Malcolm!"
He stopped, bent over the silent child, and looked over at his
father. Edward’s gaze was riveted to the girl.
"Oh, my God. What have you done?" Edward’s cane clattered to the
floor, and he limped to the girl, then dropped down at her side.
His hands went to the side of her neck. "Malcolm! Call Emilio.
Now!"
The girl’s eyelids fluttered. She said a word and reached for
the child. Edward gently laid her down, and scrambled over to the
baby. As he picked up the baby, the child kicked and swung his
fists, but didn’t make a sound. Edward hurried back to the girl and
pressed the child to her.
"Help is coming," he said.
"Don’t—" Her tongue flicked over her bloodied lips. "Don’t let
him . . ."
"He won’t hurt the boy. Ever. You have my word on that."
"Take—" Her voice was ragged, eyes almost closed. "You. Take . .
."
Edward squeezed the girl’s hand. "I will."
The words had barely left his lips when she went limp. Edward’s
head fell forward. Then the baby whimpered and he looked up
sharply. He slipped the child from his mother’s arms and gathered
him up in his own. Then he pushed to his feet.
"Clean this up," he said, his voice tight.
Without a glance Malcolm’s way, Edward limped to the door, then
stopped, his back still to his son.
"Get a blanket. It’s cold outside. He needs a blanket."
Malcolm looked at the blanket at his feet, the one that had
fallen from the child. It was the one covered in those damnable
symbols. He kicked the blanket under the sofa. If his son had to
live, then no one could know about this "infusion" of magic-maker
blood. He’d been used by these women, but that would be his secret,
his shame, and his alone.
He grabbed a plain blanket from the bassinet, walked to the door
and handed it to his father.