Aaron stumbled from the tavern and gasped as the
first blast of cold air slapped his face. He paused in the doorway
and took a deep breath, letting it wash some of the toxins from his
lungs . . . and maybe a few from his bloodstream as well. Geoffrey
jostled him from behind, and Aaron gave him a good-natured shoulder
that sent his friend staggering back.
"Move it, you big ox," John
said, kneeing Aaron in the rear.
"Just push me out of the way." Aaron shot a grin over his
shoulder. "Or maybe you should squeeze past instead. You’re skinny
enough."
Aaron stepped onto the cobblestone street and stopped for another
gulp of fresh air. Not exactly fresh, he thought with a grimace. The
narrow street stunk of shit—horse shit, dog shit, human shit—that’s
what came of living so close you couldn’t take a crap without piling
it on someone else's. Give him farm life any day. There was plenty
of shit there too, but at least there was room to spread it around.
He squinted up and down the street, his ale-soaked brain
struggling to remember which way they’d come. That was another
problem with towns. You couldn’t see a damn thing. The buildings not
only crowded your view, they crowded out the moonlight. The few
lanterns dotting the street added more smoke than light.
"Inn’s this way," Geoffrey said, smacking Aaron’s arm. "Come on
before the mistress locks the door."
Aaron grunted. She’d locked them out the last time, and it had
been a long, cold night on the street. Aaron and Geoffrey came to
the city for a weekend every other month, bringing goods to market.
They’d finished their work this morning, but their families didn’t
expect them back until Sunday night, knowing that any young man
willing to stay home and help his parents on the farm deserved time
now and then to sample the cosmopolitan treats he was missing.
One of those "treats" peered out from an alley as they passed.
She met Aaron’s gaze and batted her lashes in what he supposed was
meant to be a come-hither look, but seemed more like soot caught in
her eyes. She couldn’t have been more than thirteen, the bodice of
her dirty dress stuffed to simulate the curves she wouldn’t see for
another few years . . . if she lived that long.
Aaron reached into his pocket, walked over and pressed a few
coins into the whore’s palm. A look, part relief, part trepidation
sparked in her eyes, then they clouded with confusion as he walked
back to his friends.
John bumped against him. "How drunk are you? You forgot to take
what you paid for."
"Oh, Aaron never has to pay for it," Geoffrey said. "A tart sees
him coming and she closes her purse and opens her legs."
"If you don’t want it, I’ll take it."
John started to turn, but Aaron grabbed his shoulder and steered
him forward.
"What?" John said. "It’s paid for."
As they stumbled past an alley, a whimper snaked out from the
darkness within. Then the crack of fist hitting flesh.
Aaron stopped, drunken grin sliding from his lips.
"Ya gotta have more than that," a voice rumbled. "Find it . . .
or I will."
"Aaron . . ." Geoffrey said, plucking Aaron’s sleeve. "It’s none
of your business and, for once, let’s leave it that way, or we’ll be
late and spend another night on the street."
Aaron brushed his friend off and strode into the alley. As he
walked, his vision cleared and his steps steadied, the effects of
the ale sloughing off as he focused on the voices. He pulled himself
up to his full height and peeled off his jacket. That was often
enough—tower over the thug and give him a good look at the muscles
earned in life on a farm, and most would decide they really didn’t
need that few pence tonight after all. As he approached the two—a
black-haired lout and a quaking shopkeeper—his gaze went to the
lout’s hands, looking for a weapon. Nothing. Good.
Aaron grabbed the lout’s shoulder. "You want to rob someone? Try
me."
The lout’s hand slammed forward. A flash of metal. Where had that
come—? Before Aaron could finish the thought the blade drove into
his chest, right under the breastbone. He shoved the man away and
staggered back into the wall. His hands went to his chest. Blood
pumped out over his fingers. The lout came at him again, but the
sound of running footsteps made him think better of it and he ran
off into the darkness.
"Aaron? Aaron!"
Aaron tried to take a step, but faltered and slammed back against
the wall. For a second, he stood there, knees locked, forcing
himself to stay up. Then he crumpled.
Aaron twisted in his bed. Too small. The damned thing dug into
both his shoulders and hit the top of his head and bottoms of his
feet. Inns. They cram as many people into a room as they can, and if
you’re more than five-foot-six, well, that’s not their fault. Eyes
still closed he took a deep breath. Flowers . . . and a faint musty
smell. The mistress probably set out fresh blooms to cover the
smell, so she wouldn’t have to change the bedding more than once a
month.
He should open his eyes. He knew that—but he also knew that first
blare of morning sun was going to feel like Satan’s imps stabbing
pitchforks in his eyes. He shouldn’t drink so much. He wasn’t used
to it and he paid for his folly every morning after. Speaking of
folly . . . he let out a groan. The lout in the alley. Next time he
decided to rescue someone, he would take that extra moment to make
damned sure the lout wasn’t concealing a knife. Now he really
didn’t want to get up. He’d been stabbed in the chest once before,
and it had taken him weeks to recover.
His father was going to kill him. He remembered the last time,
when he’d been unable to lift anything heavier than a piglet for a
month. His father had to do all the chores, and he’d keep giving him
that look, muttering "Aaron, Aaron, Aaron," his weathered and
wrinkled face collapsing in a deep sigh. He kept his gaze down when
he did it, to cover the pride in his eyes.
"A big strong boy with a good heart," he’d boast to the neighbors
when he thought Aaron couldn’t hear. "What more could a father
want?"
"God gave you strength," his mother always said. "Always remember
that it’s a gift, and gifts from God are to be used in the service
of God. Help those less fortunate than you, and you’ll please Him."
Helping others, though, did not mean getting stabbed and being
unable to help his aging father. His mother would be very firm about
that.
"Be careful, Aaron," she’d say. "You’re too quick to act.
Take a moment to think as well."
Maybe he could persuade one of his brothers to come back home for
a month and help. Even as the thought passed through, he dismissed
it. They had their own families and jobs and farms. He was the only
one left . . . and his father relied on him. He groaned again.
Enough of that. Time to grit his teeth and get up. You make your
bed; you lie in it. Next time, look closer for the damned knife.
He pulled up his knees. They struck something with a hollow
thwack. He opened one eye. The light didn’t hurt . . . probably
because there hardly was any. The wavering glow of candlelight only
cast a dim glow in the dark room. Was it still night?
He reached sideways, to brace himself as he sat up. His hand
smacked against wood. A bed with sides on it? Had Geoffrey and the
others dumped him in a horse trough again?
He opened the other eye. Still good. Grabbing the sides, he
heaved himself up, bracing for the throb of pain through his chest.
It didn’t come. Had he dreamed the stabbing? His fingers moved to
his chest. Felt fine . . . fine and whole. Damned cheap ale. Giving
him nightmares now.
He sat up and blinked. A dark empty room, lit only by a few
candles. Vaguely familiar . . . There was a board across his
box-like bed, pushed sideways away from his head and chest. That’s
what he’d hit his knees on. A black-robed figure sat near his feet.
The soft sound of regular breathing came from the figure. Asleep.
Aaron rubbed his eyes. Where the hell was he? It looked familiar.
He blinked, memory clicking. It looked like the inside of the family
mausoleum. Well, not really a mausoleum . . . it was made of
roughhewn wood, not stone and marble. A mausoleum for a farmer’s
family was ridiculous . . . as every neighbor had, at some point,
whispered to another. But that was the condition of marriage his
mother had made.
"My children must be buried above ground," she’d told his father.
"It is our way."
His father hadn’t argued. Who knew what her ways were? She
was a Jew and a foreigner and all he knew was that this beautiful
young woman he’d met in London was willing to marry him, a
forty-year-old bachelor, and bear his sons. She could have said she
wanted him to build her a tower to the moon, and he’d have done it.
As for why Aaron was waking up in the mausoleum . . . well,
obviously the ale was giving him nightmares. Damn. He’d really hoped
the stabbing part of his evening had been the dream, not the
waking. He moved to lie back down and return to sleep when his knees
knocked the board again, this time sending it clattering to the
floor. The figure in the chair jumped up, her hood falling back. A
dark-haired woman, gracefully sliding into middle-age—his mother.
"Aaron!"
She rushed to him, hands grabbing his shoulders, fingers digging
in. Her face loomed over his—blotchy with tears, eyes swollen, hair
bedraggled.
"Say something," she whispered. "Please."
"I drank too much. Again."
Her arms flew around him, head going to his chest, burrowing in,
shoulders convulsing in a silent sob.
"I prayed it would be you," she whispered. "I know it’s not right
for a mother to have favorites, but I always hoped—if God chose one
of my children for the blessing, I hoped it would be you. And then
after . . ." She hiccuped a sob. "I prayed, Aaron. I prayed
you’d be the one."
"What one?" He pulled back to look at her. "I really think I
drank too much. Maybe if I just go back to sleep—"
He tried to lie down, but her fingers dug into his shoulders.
"No! There’s no time. Your father . . . he’s already worried
about me. He wants to seal the coffin. It’s been three days. It must
be sealed."
"Seal? Coffin?" Aaron looked down. "I’m sleeping in a coffin?"
His mother took his hand and pressed it to a spot above her
breast. "What do you feel, Aaron?"
His fingers almost trembled with the pound of her racing heart.
Before he could answer, she moved the fingers to his own breast . .
. and they went still.
"Now what do you feel?"
"Noth—Bloody hell!" He jumped, almost tumbling back into the
coffin. "What—"
"You’re alive." His mother words were harsh with emphasis.
"A different kind of life, Aaron, but you are alive and that’s all
that matters."
"All that—? I’m not breathing! I don’t have a—"
"You died, and you’ve been born again. It’s a gift of my blood. A
secret gift, told to each woman before she weds. Every generation
only a few are blessed. They die, and return to live again . . . to
live, and live, and live, and nothing can kill them. A blessing
beyond measure."
"So I’m . . . alive?" He chewed his lip, then slowly nodded. "All
right. But what do we tell Father?"
Her gaze dropped. "We can’t tell him, Aaron. You . . . you can’t
ever see him again." She hugged him again. "I’m so sorry. But he
wouldn’t understand. What you are . . . they have a name for it.
They . . . they do not understand it."
"What am I?" he said slowly.
When his mother didn’t answer, he reached up, wrapped his hands
around her upper arms and pulled her away from him, his gaze going
to hers.
"Mother . . .what am I?"
She wouldn’t look him in the eye. "They . . . they call it a . .
. a vampire, Aaron, but they don’t understand—"
"A vampire!"
"It is not what they think, Aaron. You are not some soulless
demon. You can feel that. You are still you, still my son, still as
good and as God-fearing a man as you ever were."
He forced her chin up, to meet her eyes. "And the . . . blood,
Mother? Is that a lie, too?"
"You must feed, yes. On human blood. But it is only feeding, like
taking milk from a cow or eggs from a hen. You do no harm."
"So I do not need to kill?"
A hesitation. A long hesitation, then she hurried on, words
tumbling out, almost incomprehensible, "Only once a year, before the
anniversary of your death."
"And if I do not?"
Her gaze met his then, eyes blazing. "You must Aaron. You must."
"Kill another person to prolong my own life?"
She hesitated again, and the struggle in her eyes sliced him to
the core, the conscience of a moral woman at battle with the
ferocious instinct of a mother who will do anything to keep her
child alive.
"You can make careful choices," she said softly. "Find those who
are dying, and relieve them of their suffering. It is only once a
year, Aaron. There are people, many people, who are not long for
this earth. Take their lives, and do some good with it. Honor God in
that way, and He will understand."
God? Aaron bit back the word before it flew from his mouth. He
suspected God had very little to do with this "blessing," but if his
mother believed so, if she’d convinced herself that it was so, then
he would not destroy her faith by questioning the origin of this
taint in her blood. And, as he sat there, holding her, listening to
her cry, he knew he would not destroy her hope either. A loving,
loyal son he’d been in life, and so he would be in this . . .
nonlife.
She said he couldn’t see his father, which meant she’d expect him
to leave. She’d want to see him again, to be sure he was still with
her, however far away, but if he were to drift . . . perhaps to
decide his new life lay in the New World before the year was up, she
would understand. He had a year. A year of feeding on the blood of
men, but if she were right, and it did them no harm, then he could
stomach that. He would visit her, and feign contentment for her, and
before the year was up, he would leave, and let her believe that he
was still walking this earth, somewhere, happy and alive. That he
could do for her, and so he would.
Aaron slunk through the alley looking for passed-out drunks.
Like a stray dog rooting for scraps in the trash, he thought.
He’d been a vampire for nearly a month now, and it wasn’t getting
any easier. Instinct showed him how to feed, but he despised every
second of it. It didn’t seem to have too much effect on humans—his
mother had been right about that. Yet skulking through alleys like a
scavenger, preying on the weak, it made his stomach churn . . . or
it would, if his stomach could still churn. The only thing his gut
did these days was complain when he wasn’t paying enough attention
to it.
As a human, he’d always been able to skip a meal or two during
harvest, work through from dawn until dusk and eat when he had time.
But now he was at the mercy of his appetite. He had to feed daily,
and if he was but an hour or two late, his whole body revolted,
turning sluggish and slow, leaving him crawling through back-roads,
looking for food.
As he walked, a cry came from the dark end of an adjoining alley.
He went still, the old urge taking over, honing in on the sound like
a cow hearing the bawl of her calf. These days it was more like a
hawk hearing the squeal of a mouse, he thought. From savior to
predator. A blessing indeed. He kicked a bottle into the stone wall
and watched it shatter. The cry came again. His head lifted again,
the old instinct refusing to buckle under the new order.
He stopped in mid-step and tilted his head. And why should it
buckle? Was he not impervious to harm? So his mother claimed.
Perhaps the time had come to test that assertion. The worst that
could happen? He’d get another blade between the ribs and be free.
But if he couldn’t die, then there was nothing to keep him from
doing the same thing he would have done a month ago . . . and, this
time, claim a blood bounty from the would-be human predator. He
heard the thug snarl something to the woman in his grasp, and
Aaron’s lips parted, canines lengthening. He ran his tongue over
them. Now this was one meal he wouldn’t mind taking.
Six months later, Aaron slid along another darkened road, his feet making no sound.
He’d learned that his new body came
custom-made for stealth, for hunting. Ahead of him walked a man,
shoulders squared, swaggering slightly. Proud of yourself, aren’t
you, Aaron thought. It takes a brave man to beat a whore.
The world was full of would-be predators. If you knew where to
look, you could find one any day of the week, and with very little
effort. Aaron no longer worried about the effects of his
blood-taking. If one of his new "victims" suffered a bruised neck or
a day or two of weakness, he wouldn’t feel guilty. A world of
difference from slinking through alleys. He had his power back, and
his pride.
His mother had noticed the change almost immediately.
"See," she said every time he visited her. "You are adjusting.
You are living."
And so he would continue to live, for another half-year. He’d
already begun hinting about traveling to the New World, and his
mother was pleased, seeing this as a sign that he was planning for
his future, that he planned to have a future.
A couple rounded the corner and headed Aaron’s way. In an
instant, his bearing changed, shoulders lifting, slowing, stride
shortening, jauntier, the smooth glide vanishing. He reined in his
field of attention, too, concerned only with his immediate
surroundings, not straining to see and hear his target. A friendly
smile and tip of his head as the couple passed. He walked another
half-dozen steps, glanced over his shoulder at them, then swung his
gaze around, slow and careful. When he was certain he was alone, the
predator returned.
As Aaron drew close enough to hear the clomp of the man’s boots,
his fangs began to extend. An automatic reaction, like salivating.
He forced himself to think of something else, of where he’d spend
the night, and the canines retracted. He nodded, pleased to have
mastered this trick of control.
When his quarry hit a T-intersection at the end of the lane,
Aaron closed his eyes to test another developing skill. He counted
to twenty, then looked. The man was gone. Turned left, his gut said.
He hurried to the crossroad and looked each way. There, ten yards to
the left, was the man. Aaron grinned. It’d been weeks since he’d
"guessed" wrong. He hadn’t figured out how he could track people.
His sense of smell was better attuned to only the scent of blood.
This tracking skill seemed more like a sixth sense, being able to
"feel" a presence, as if the pulse of life were vibrating to him
through the air. Lately he’d even begun to be able to separate
"presences" and could track a target through a group—albeit a small
group—of people.
As he drew closer to his quarry, he slid into the shadows. No
real need to hide. He was, after all, he thought with a small grin,
impervious to harm. Still, there was no sense calling attention to
himself. A slow glide through the shadows then, once he was close
enough to smell the man’s unwashed body, he’d swoop out and snatch
him up, and his victim would be unconscious before he was even sure
he’d been attacked. Like a hawk diving for a mouse, Aaron
thought, and his grin widened.
Something whispered behind him. Aaron swung around and focused on
the sound with a speed and precision that still astounded him. No
one was there. He didn’t need his eyes and ears to tell him that—he
sensed it or, more accurately, failed to sense anyone. He
replayed the sound in his mind. The whisper of leaves? The rustle of
blowing paper? Both logical explanations . . . except that he’d been
plagued by these odd noises behind him—quite natural noises of
various types—for days now. Aaron took a slower, harder look around.
Every sense told him there was no living being there, and yet . . .
He shook off his unease and loped off to catch up with dinner.
Aaron took one last draught of blood, shivering as the heat of it
streamed down his throat. Then, with more reluctance than he cared
to admit, he ran his tongue over the puncture wounds to stop the
blood flow. He lifted his head and eased back on his haunches.
"You can take more than that."
Aaron whirled sideways so fast he almost toppled over. There,
less than a foot away, stood a woman. A woman who gave off no
"sense" of life, who had slipped up on him as quiet as a phantom.
Her dark green woolen cloak blended into the shadows, only
accentuating her copper red hair and pale skin. Under the cloak,
Aaron caught a glimpse of a dress—a fine dress, as finely made as
the cloak, spun from the kind of cloud-soft wool he’d only ever seen
in shops.
She wasn’t beautiful, and she had to be almost as old as his
mother, but there was something about her that dared him to look
away, maybe the piercing stare of her green eyes or the almost
arrogant tilt to her sharp chin or the slightly bemused smile on her
lips—or maybe it was all three of those things, sending out
different messages and challenging his brain to figure out what the
combination meant.
"You can take more than that," she said again. When he only
stared, she arched her brows. "Well?"
"You’re a . . . vampire," he said slowly.
A slight roll of her eyes. "I should hope so. Do you have many
humans popping ’round to give you pointers on blood-taking?"
"You’ve been following me."
A graceful shrug of her shoulders. "Curiosity. The curse of our
race. Live long enough and anything new tickles your fancy. And you
certainly are new. Hereditary, I presume."
When his brows knitted, she said, "Vampirism is in your
bloodline."
"Is there any other way?"
"Yes, but it’s very difficult, not to be undertaken by the faint
of heart or the uninformed, and you don’t strike me as the kind of
young man who would choose such a thing."
"Choose?" His lip curled. "Who would choose such a thing?"
Another elegant shrug, then she waved at the unconscious man.
"You can feed more without killing him. Quite a bit more. It’s
easier that way, so you don’t need to hunt almost every night." Her
gaze met his. "Unless you like to hunt every night."
When he didn’t answer, she continued, "Whether one enjoys the
hunt or not, every night can be a bit taxing, and inconvenient.
Continue feeding then and I will—"
"I don’t want to kill him."
An exasperated sigh. "May I finish? I was about to say that I
will show you how to tell when you’ve taken enough, to stop before
you pose any danger to his life." An arch of the brows.
"Acceptable?"
He nodded, but did nothing.
Her lips twisted in a smile. "Here, let me turn my back, and give
you some privacy."
He waited until she’d turned around, then repositioned himself on
the other side of the man, so he could see her while feeding.
Several times he stopped drinking, not trusting her to tell him when
to cease. With that exasperated patience, she had him continually
check the man’s pulse and, so long as it was strong, he could
continue. When the pulse finally fluttered, she told him to stop.
He closed his eyes, and luxuriated in the warm heaviness of a
full stomach.
"Better?" she said.
He opened his eyes to see her watching him. He blinked, forced
his fangs to retract and got to his feet, gaze turned from hers.
"I can teach you more," she said, voice almost a purr.
"I don’t—thank you, but no. I don’t—won’t need it."
He expected her to press for an explanation, but she said
nothing, just studied him then nodded, that same, infuriating,
half-smile on her lips.
"You don’t intend to make your first kill," she said. "That would
be quite a . . . waste, don’t you think?"
He didn’t answer.
"Well, perhaps then, if you are in your . . . final months, you
could use some companionship, someone you can talk to. It does get
rather difficult, doesn’t it? Talking to people, being with them,
always worrying whether they’ll see what you are, never quite able
to stop thinking about what they are."
"I’d like . . . I want to be left alone."
A polite nod. "As you wish."
With that, she turned and walked away.
As the months passed, Aaron found his mind often slipping back to
the red-haired vampire. He’d be feeding, and hear her voice, telling
him how to watch for signs that he’d drunk too much.
Or he’d be scooting through a busy market, always nervous about
getting too close to humans, and he’d wonder if such caution was
needed. Could they see that he wasn’t breathing? Would they sense
that his heart didn’t beat? She could have told him that, probably
eased his anxieties with tips and tricks for blending into the human
world. Or he’d be walking at midday and think about the first time
he’d ventured forth after sunrise, crouched under a drawn curtain,
waggling his fingers over the sill, tensed, certain they’d burst
into flame as the legends always said. She’d probably get a laugh
out of that, maybe tell him stories of other "sun-wary" vampires.
Mostly, though, he thought about her when he was sitting in the
corner of a bar or waking in an inn, surrounded by strangers, not
daring to say more than a word or two. For someone who’d always
valued the company of others, this was the worst part of his new
life: the loneliness. Now and then, he’d hear a whisper or a rustle
behind him when he was hunting, and he’d turn to look for her. Then
he’d see the newspaper blowing past or the dead leaves scraping
against a window pane, and he’d tell himself that what he felt was
relief. He’d told her to leave him alone and she had.
As the anniversary of his death approached, Aaron’s resolve
didn’t falter. He enacted the final step of his plan, telling his
mother that he was setting out for the New World, an action she’d
come to expect after his months of talking about it. Naturally, once
gone, he couldn’t contact her—he couldn’t send a post and risk his
father recognizing his handwriting—but his mother understood that,
and bid him farewell with only a few tears. He hated deceiving her
but, given the choice between lying to her and breaking her heart,
he supposed God would forgive him the falsehood. As for whether God
would forgive the rest . . . well, Aaron refused to fret over it.
He’d done the best he could with the hand Fate had dealt him and, if
God condemned him for his choices, that was His decision, and Aaron
wouldn’t waste a moment of what little time he had left regretting
anything he’d done.
He was sitting in a tavern, enjoying an ale—a good ale, in
a good tavern, surely he deserved that much in his final
days. Most of what he’d earned doing odd jobs over the last year
he’d given to his mother. One of his brothers had brought his wife
and moved home to help with the farm, but Aaron still liked to
contribute. On his last visit, though, his mother had given the
money back and told him to put it to good use in the New World. So
he’d donated half to charity, and was indulging himself with the
remainder.
When half the tavern’s patrons turned to gawk as the door swung
open, Aaron turned with them. The moment he saw that flash of copper
hair, he couldn’t help smiling. He covered it with a gulp of beer as
the red-haired vampire swept toward his table in the corner.
She cast a suspicious glance at the stool, and brushed it off
before sitting.
"Ale?" he said, lifting his mug.
She only arched one brow, as if she couldn’t believe he was even
asking.
"They might have wine," he said.
"If they do, I’m sure I don’t want it," she murmured. Her eyes
studied his, then she gave a soft sigh. "Still haven’t changed your
mind, I see."
"Nope."
Again, that keen stare.
"You aren’t brooding, are you?"
"Do I look like it?"
"Good, because there is nothing duller than a brooding vampire."
She adjusted her skirts, then waited while he polished off a quarter
of his mug. "What if I were to offer you a way out?"
"A way out of what?"
"That vexing moral quandary you’ve mired yourself in." When he
frowned, she said, "A way to take a life without feeling guilty
about it."
"It’s not guilt—"
"Yes, yes," she said, fluttering her hands. "It’s wrong. Morally
reprehensible. Violates the sixth Commandment and all that. But what
if there was a loophole? A way to continue living."
"Not interested."
Another soul-searching stare, then another sigh. "You are a
stubborn one, aren’t you? Better than brooding, I suppose. Humor me,
then. I believe I have found a way for you to live; at least do me
the courtesy of hearing my suggestion, as payment for my earlier
assistance."
"It won’t change my mind, but you can tell me if you like."
She rattled off an address.
When he frowned, she said, "Go there and take a look. I believe
you’ll see something that would . . . interest you. How much longer
do you have before your anniversary?"
"Eight days."
"Perfect. Take three. Spend some time at that address. Then meet
me here again, at midnight."
Three days later, she was already in the tavern when he arrived,
and already had a mug of ale waiting for him.
"Well?" she said when he didn’t speak fast enough.
He shrugged.
"What? You did see what I meant, didn’t you? It’s the home of a
grave robber. One who supplies corpses to the medical schools. Very
fresh corpses."
"He kills people and sells the bodies."
"And that doesn’t . . . give you any ideas?"
"If you mean killing him, I probably will. Might as well. If I’m
already damned, there’s no harm in it, and if God has forgiven me
for the rest, he’ll forgive me for that. Either way, the world will
be better off."
"Good," she said, settling back in her chair. "So you’ll kill him
and—"
"Oh, I’ll kill him. But as a man, not a vampire."
Aaron almost choked on his beer, fighting not to laugh as the
red-haired vampire slumped forward, looking ready to beat her head
against the tabletop.
"Sorry," he said, biting back a smile. "But I said I am
resolved."
"No, you’re stubborn, and I don’t know why I’m wasting my time
trying to change your mind."
"Because you’re bored? Looking for a challenge?" His lips curved
in a slow grin. "Or maybe because I look like something you might
want to decorate your bed with?"
She gave an unladylike snort. "My tastes don’t run to farm boys."
Aaron only smiled and leaned back, stretching his legs.
"Explain this then," she said, leaning closer. "You obviously
feel compelled to do these acts of . . ." A shrug. "Charity, I
suppose, perhaps though guilt or a misplaced sense of altruism. But
you do them and you enjoy them. You will kill this grave-robber to
help others, yet refuse to do it in a way that would prolong your
life, and allow you to continue helping others. Does that
make sense?"
He sipped his beer and gave a soft grunt.
"No, it does not," she said, slapping her gloves on the table. "I
would propose, then, that you take this grave-robber’s life, as a
vampire, and live for another year, since you already intend to kill
him."
Again, Aaron only grunted. After a moment, he agreed to give it
some thought.
Two days later, Aaron was in the grave-robber’s house, kneeling
behind him, draining the last dregs of blood from his body.
"Make sure you take it all," the red-haired
vampire—Cassandra—said. "If you leave any, it won’t work."
He did as she said, then leaned back, closed his eyes and
shuddered.
"And so you have another year," she murmured.
He opened one eye. "But that’s it. Just one more."
"Yes, yes, of course," she said. "Now, come. All this
bloodletting has made me hungry. Hunt with me."